Playlist Lullaby

You gave me this special lullaby
I hope it didn't waste your time
"I still care about you, Lexie, babe."
Then why is this a serious fact, truth?
My song, so beautiful and sweet
Words so woven together, binding
Long phrases with breaths I craft
The only music is quiet in the background
Accompaniment of the soft, hurt tears
Bitter resentment goes out to you
Hating, why did you try this game?
Love lullabies, painful words, notes
They play me to a restless sleep
Waking up with a freshly wet pillow
I sing my lullaby to my one
The only, my special friend, my teddy.
He thinks I sing well, with emotion
I rock my hips, curled into a ball again
Going under the covers alone.
A single song on my repeating play list