I yearn for your love

I lay there wondering
what he really feels
does he really love me
or was it all just lies

I wanted things to be the way they were
when he made me feel so beautiful
when he made me smile at the little things he said
when it didn't hurt to hear his voice

I wish I were the girl he calls his own
that I were the girl to make him smile
that I were the reason for his desire
that I were the girl he wants the most...