Backwards
You couldn't talk to me
For I am always alone
Angry and defeated
Negativity taken over my mind
My hope locked up
My dreams unattainable
Never knew what real love was
Just a feeling of pleasure
For the moment is temporarily
The regrets tearing me up
The pain of lust I can't bear
The truth is staring me down
For I never look up
You couldn't even walk with me
For my evil eye is always present
An attitude that killed my innonence
Robbed me of success
Curse was hanging at my door
You couldn't even sit next to me
For i only made room for one
To wonder off in disillusion
To envision darkness
To breath hate
For I love no one
Not even myself
Negativity knock
For I am quick to open
With warm embrace I can feel hell calling my name
For death is near
I can feel my soul dying
My mouth is dry
My screams are unheard
For my pain runs deep in my soul
I move backward in life
Until you cast my shadow
