Enduring the pain

In memory of a good friend:
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How can I forget someone special
Obviously you didn't find me special
Why else would you have left?

Could I have meant nothing
Or were you just selfish,
Under minding all who love you,
Losing all feeling,
Distracted by the blood.

You left without warning
Or at least so I thought
Until I went & heard "our" song.

Leave me alone for now I grieve
Every time I think of you...
All I hear is that song
Victimizing myself,
Enduring the pain you couldn't.

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From a previous account i lost my info on,
not a rhyming poem but pay attention and you'll get the message.