So many things going on at one time.
I really feel like im gonna lose my mind.
Everybody needs something from me but no ones willing to give.
At times it feels as tho no one cares if i die or if i live.
Everyone is for self and they dont realize how much it hurts another.
The only person i ever felt cared was my brother.
But the society he grew to know and love.
Sent him to his father up above.
Deep down inside i hold my secrets pain and lies.
Constently wishing i could bury them alive.
One day i will be able to leave this all behind.
Without a second thought in my mind.
With a beautiful house and family all my own.
And sit back and see how my children have grown.
