I had promise myself not to think about you
I had force myself not to love you anymore
But its so hard to consider that when you are around
And how hard I try to throw you away out of my life
Still you are coming back every time I ignore you for weeks
And when youre here with me Ive to pretend Im okey
While the pain hits my heart
But still Im smiling
And when I got home I have to cry the pain away
Cause I dont know other way to ease my pain
Thats why Im asking you
Could you just leave?
Could you just go away?
I know youre gone but thought with me
Cause my friends all around us
And I am forced to be with you at school
I hate it
And people can say
Its normal that humans change
Humans can change there feelings
But I know you had never changed
Cause youd never loved me before
You where just a kid trying new things
And I was the one that got suffered by it
I cant take it anylonger
The only way to be okey
Is not being with you
Just accept me for who I am now
Dont got bothered by I want you dead thoughts of me
I just dont want to know your perfect everything anymore
