Silent tears fall from my eyes, even when I sleep, to see you in so much pain it hurts me to I can't bear it anymore I wanted to help I did but the sight of you that way made me break down I cried in her arms and in Mum's to although the hug soothed for a minute or two the thought of not being there for you like you are for me when I need you most it tears me apart inside so badly i fight to survive.
I don't know this feeling I've never felt it before it hurts when you hurt, it's happy when you are it even makes me jealous when you confide in someone you have merely known for months, but what is this feeling Anger? Hurt? Jealousy? Sadness? or is it some secret love that is impossible to control when you are near. So here I lay once again those tears threatening to break through, now i drift to and uncomfortable doze those silent tears still running down my cheeks.
