Crush

Why was i feeling this way
what made him so special
to have me wanting him this much
was it his silky hair or those eyes that i get lost into
every time i look at him

its a secret to him and the rest of the world
i promised myself to never tell him
to never put myself in that much pain
when he rejects me

i don't deserve him as much as i wished
something as wonderful as him should never belong to me.he could do better
a prettier, even a skinny girl would do so much more for him

he will always be the only thing on my mind
no matter what happens
he will always have my heart
and he will always be my one true crush