Will You Turn My Black Roses Red?

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river
And drowned the whole world......

You found me when no one was looking
Your the only one that can see
You realized that I was missing
But did you come running after me?

I smile
And I laugh
But no on really knows
I cry myself to sleep at night
I also cut my arms
I watch the blood just flow

Can no one really hear?
The silent screams in my head
Black eyeliner smudges on my pillow
As I lay in the dark on my bed

Let nature take its course
Let time do its toll
Your heart will find first love someday
Theres no reason to explode

But I've waited too long
I wait for him all the time
Every time I think I've got him
Someone else snatches him
And say " Hes mine"