I want to go back to where we started from.
So I can undo all that I've done.
All the things I've promised and said.
But all I can do is play it back in my head.
Pretend that everythings all right.
But in reality I can feel myself die at night.
I wouldn't take it back if I could.
I couldn't change it even if I should.
Cause to me it wouldn't be worth it.
I know I didn't deserve it.
I hate your happiness cause I don't have it myself.
I wish that I could change the hatred I felt.
You hate me for making you feel this way.
I hate me for not knowing what to say.
I hate it because it all had to change.
I wish it was still all the same.
You don't need me back because its not worth it.
You didn't deserve any of it.
Not my ignorant lies.
Not my ignorant lies...
NOT my IGNORANT LIES!
I can't change what I've done.
I can't change what I've become.
I can't hide what I'm running from.
Can you forgive me for what I've done?
Can you tell me what it was worth it.
Can you tell me that I deserve it.
Change is finally coming my way.
Change is my only escape.
Know that I love you more than I love myself.
Know that I can't change the way that I felt.
But its not worth it.
We don't deserve it...
