Broken With A Crack

I'm biting my lip
I'm clawing my pants
I don't know what to do
This wasn't part of my plan

I thought that we'd be great
I thought that we'd be happy
I guess that I was wrong
And I feel really crappy

I did what I could to make him happy
I broke all my heart-set rules
I feel like an idiot
My heart is broken and bruised

I thought he was a sweet guy
Thought that he was perfect
How could I be so blind??
Now I'm just a wreck

The first guy I loved
Didn't love me back
I'm sorry, heart, for being so stupid
And leaving you broken with a crack