Unintentional Wound

I didn't mean to hurt you
I didn't mean what I said
but because I'm afraid
that I might lose you
I didn't tell you the truth

The truth that would render me
to a point of no return
Once said
there is no turning back

But who would have thought
that telling you the opposite
would backfire
back against me

I've hurt you deeper
than I could have ever imagine
The bullets fired all over
leaving only an empty magazine

I'm now drifting further
away from your skin
Our souls are lonely again deep within
The things we discuss about ice-cream
means nothing now than just a forgotten dream