I tried to look at the pictures of you
without being seen
I try to hide from
every corner of your eyes
taking an alternative peek
with a better view
but instead I came across your blog
which read about how much you misses your beau
My mind is pretty f**k right now
all the thoughts of me and you
means nothing now
than just a f**k up Monday blue
perhaps it was my fault
I shouldn't have fallen for you
knowing that you're with someone else
I should have just stay
nothing more than just an acquaintance
and knowing where to keep my distances
But instead
I keep on moving and progressing
to a deep relationship stage
where we can just connect and engage
till we became addicted
that we need each other as a daily dosage
But when my brand of dose ran out
I'm left all alone to fall apart
While you still got a spare dose
of the same brand underneath your clothes
to keep you warm whenever you are cold...
