This feeling of loneliness fills my skin.
I try and tell my self that some day I will win.
The blood that runs through my veins is cold.
Only because the thoughts I have can’t be controlled.
The thoughts are blank, just appear to be white.
Just a white room full of nothing but light.
My brain hurts as I try to make sense of it all.
As soon as I try and take a step I find out all I can do is crawl.
My heart pumps faster then ever, at this feeling I get.
Just as he accuses me of something I regret.
My feet seem to stumble after each step I take.
Its my fault, I was the one who made the selfish mistake.
As I sit outside and wonder why my finger tips are numb.
I think of what kind of person I’ve become.
The hairs fall out of my scalp as every tear falls from my face.
But smiles hit me as each of our fingers interlace.
As I take all my thoughts and let them release.
My head is finally ready for peace.
