Shes so scared to be alone. She cant stand being without him even though hes barely there anyway.
She wants to make everything ok for him. She wants with all her heart for him to give her a chance. She cares way to much then she should, but thats who she is. She puts her heart out there for him to grab.
Hopeing, praying he'll somehow see it. But slowly her heart sinks as she stands there knowing he'll never notice, knowing he'll never care. As she watches it, slowly fade way she still finds faith in him. That all she's left with. She's taking a chance on him because she knows he deserves more then hes given. She knows his fear is the same as hers. Not being enough, letting someone down. She nows deep down hes scared of getting hurt too. Somehow she wants to make a difference for him, she wants to see a real smile. So no matter how much she gets hurt she'll give him all she has because she knows thats what he deserves, even if everybody can't see it. So she won't give up on him and she'll pray he doesn't give up on her.
