Each day caressing my soul
and burying me deeper in my self inflicted hell,
if only we could make this perfect to save your life
if only it didnt have to end tonight.
building a palace
made of cold
fades into a dream
because your soul has been sold.
to live, to die
how could the world have been so blind.
not acknowledging the pain you faced
leaving you alone in the darkest haste.
taking you away
to a forbidden place
robbing you of your life
and in your darkest hour i know you could have had
the power to go on but now its to late
because you are gone.
leaving me behind
why did i have to be so blind,
if only i was there
if only i had of seen
then maybe you wouldn't have done it in front of me.
because you would never have let me see
the pain which you faced,
even though your life had been laid to waste.
some may call it suicide,
some may call it sacrifice
some may say it was the easy way
others say a common mistake or
a freak accident
i guess we'll never really know
but in my heart
i will go to sleep so i can wake up
and know i will always have your love.
this fragile life took your soul away
took you to another place
you will be forever missed
if only it was the drugs you chose to resist.
if only they could have saved your life
and drugs didn't take you that night
rest in peace until we meet again
you will forever remain my brother and best friend.
