A girl from afar gazed at me,
Her eyes full of wonder,
Yet full of secrets,
I wonder who is she as I walked away from her...
It was the first time she smiled at me,
I didn't do anything but stared back at her,
I wonder if she's sincere,
I wonder if I should talk to her...
A tall and pretty girl she was,
Two cute dimples show every time she smiled,
Even when I walked away,
She'll be there again....
I finally talked to her,
I told her my name,
From her eyes I can see sincere,
I knew she really want to be friends with me...
A girl who loves music,
I guess just like me,
A song we played together,
Full of emotions I think she felt it too...
Her beautiful long dark hair,
Always sway along with the rhythm of wind,
I finally met a girl who acts like no one,
But herself...
She always bring laughter into my life,
Just like the lone star,
That shine,
In my dark sad sky...
Every time when she's sad,
I want to hold her and tell her it's OK,
I want to protect this girl,
Who looked so strong only from the outside...
I searched her eyes,
Wonder what is she hiding from me too,
My heart start to beat faster by the second,
I wonder if she knew?
But my time is getting short,
My breath is getting weak,
I'm counting my days to the end,
I can't tell her....
The doctor said I don't have much time left,
I nodded understandingly,
I guess,
It's time for me to go....
Afraid to hurt the one I love,
I started avoiding her,
Refused to talk,
Even though it meant hurting her deeply...
Her eyes full of pain,
Was the last thing I remembered about her,
She walked out of my life,
I guess I deserved it for breaking our promise...
That night I was rushed to hospital again,
I fainted,
My breathe is weak,
I start to bleed, not only from my body but also from my heart....
I guess this is it,
I lay here in this bed,
My time ticking steadily to my death, there's no way stopping it,
I found a paper and a pen I start to write...
I couldn't tell her now,
cause I'll make her cry,
Let her know only after I left,
I think it will hurt her less...
I wrote a long letter,
Telling her all the words I never had the chance to,
I regret for unable to tell her personally,
Tears start to fall dripping on my broken heart....
I don't want to die,
I don't want to go yet,
I want to grow old with her,
God please understand me...
I handed the letter to my father,
Asked him to give it to the girl I love,
And tell her I'm sorry, and I love her
I really do...
My breathe start to grow weak again,
This time I stopped my dad from calling the doctor,
It's no use,
Stop it now...
My heart hurt like a thousand of knives cutting,
I started to bleed again,
This time it's no stopping,
My visions start to blur...
Pictures of her,
Is all I see in front of me,
Tears started to pour,
I don't know this time if it's from pain or love...
Her laughter, her smiles, her scent, her hair, her voice, her name, her dimples, her everything,
All so fresh in my head,
I don't want to go yet...
"Hey, dad. I'm going now."
I mumbled calmly, barely more then a whisper.
Only tears I see spilling from his eyes,
"I love you son, please don't go yet."
He plead for the final time,
I forced a weak smile,
"I love you too dad." the words barely made it out of my mouth...
I pointed at the letter in his hand,
I'm falling into darkness,
I saw him nod,
I'm cover up in darkness,
This is the end...
My only regret is I can't see her for one last time,
But death came too fast,
I need to leave,
I hope I didn't make her cry,
That's the reason I didn't tell her,
I just want her to know I really love her...
