I PRETEND TO BE OKAY
ARE YOU LISTENING TO WHAT I SAY?
YOU ALL GO AWAY
MY LIFE TURNS BLACK AND GRAY.
FAKING A SMILE AND A LAUGHTER
WHY DO YOU IGNORE ME BEFORE AND AFTER?
WHEN I'M ALONE
I'M MYSELF ,I'M MY OWN.
YOU CAN'T HEAR THE WHISPER OF MY VOICE
BEING LONELY AND SAD ISN'T MY CHOICE.
I'M ROTTING AWAY FROM THE CORE.
THIS TYPE OF LIFE I CAN'T DEAL WITH ANYMORE.
IF I TELL YOU WHAT I FEEL INSIDE
YOU'LL THINK IT'S NOT ME ,IT'S A LIE.
YOU SEE ME SMART AND MAYBE OUTGOING
BUT YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME.. THE ONE THAT'S GROWING.
BUT TO ME YOU ALL HAVE GONE
I HAVEN'S LOST, I HAVEN'T WON.