Do You Truly Care?

Bawling my eyes out
Feeling so numb
Paralyzed with fear
Scared of what's to come

Hoping this doesn't change us
Not knowing what to do
Thinking you don't care
Yet not having a clue

So close to me is death
Feeling its the only way out
Not wanting to leave you
But having every doubt

Are you really scared
Do you truly care
Will you be there for me
Or just sit and stare

Bawling my eyes out
Feeling such pain
Not knowing your thoughts
Driving me insane.