What he does to me he will never know

The effects he has on me he will never understand,

The way my heart beats when my hand is in his hand.

The fluttering inside me never seems to stop,

When I'm with him I'm the happiest.

When I'm not, the longing inside me only grows.

But I hide it all too well, trying to not let it show.

I can't help but fall for him over and over again,

Because when I see him, I know this is where I belong.

Beside him, in his arms, in his hugs,

feeling what I need.

I can't explain what he does to me.

The heart stutters, the flutters, the butterflies,

The feel of a day like dream.

I need him and want him and that I can only hope he

knows,

I want him with me, never leaving, never a place to go.

I want to be selfish and keep him to myself,

Only I can't tell him that because he isn't mine.

I can't be selfish and take up his time.

I can think and I can dream but for it to become a

reality,

Is up to him, my one and only fantasy.

I wait for the day he says he wants me,

I wait to be with him, waiting to see.

Soon, I can only hope, he'll realize all of this,

And things could end happily, maybe with a kiss.

But until then I'll let him do his own things,

I'll try and hide the way he makes my heart sing.