I've come to realize its not the people you miss but who you were when you were with them. Its the way you laughed, talked, smiled even cried. The way that no matter what you said or did you never felt judged. How every moment didn't last long enough and you prayed they'd never end. Its the way when you look back on every second you spent with them you wonder why they went away so fast. How you still look at them the same but for some reason you can't grasp what once was. How they are so close to you but yet so far away. Its not that they aren't there anymore its that you can't feel them no matter how close they get. Its how with every breath your longing to relive the memories of the past and with every step you try and get closer and closer. Every night you wish the same thing, that you could just be sure they were there again. Sometimes you wish Yuh could tell them how you've always felt, that you want to be there everything. That you want to be there for them when times get really rough. You want to be anything you can be, just as long as your there. you want them to be happy even if it means they are with someone else. And you want to hear all about it even though it cuts deep into your heart. And you wanna tell them how you feel even if you aren't sure. Its how every question is unanswered and you live your life not knowing.
