Flash backs to the past....

I wake up in a clod sweat
in the middle of the night
the memories I've locked away
have me awaking in fits of fright

I'm staring at the clock
the time reads just past 2
there's no way I'll get back to sleep
there ain't much i can do

there are tears in my eyes
and i cant shake the terror away
for some stupid reason
the fear tends to stay

the memories are so alive
and the pain is so real
these flash backs to the past
remind me of how to feel

i can see your face so clearly
feel your kiss burn through my lips
i swear that i could feel
the bruises on my hips

i see that look in your eyes
across your face is a smug grin
as you get ready to create
yet another dirty sin

just as my body hits the floor
i wake from my dreaming hell
to find that my untouched body
is alive and well

I'm left in bed alone
scared to sleep tonight
its just like every other one
just another sleepless night