Is it real?

I can hear you cryin for me
begging for me to save you.
your an innocent soul
why would any1 want to harm you?

-i dont know whats going on
my whole body is numb.
i just woke up from a nightmare,-

some-one was trying to take you,
take you far away from me.
they are trying to seperate us.

oh what was i thinking?
i cant belive it even ran through my mind
ugh- why would i get rid of you?
oh thats just being shady

-im looking around this room
all i see is other girls
why cant i remember what happened?
did i get into some accident?-

i try to call for help
but i cant even seem to talk
a nurse comes in the room
and sits me on a wheelchair

im feeling so wierd
im empty
as i reach for my belly
the nurse tells me " take care of yourself baby"

im still lost
im dizzy
i have no breath to talk
i can barely keep my eyes open

im tryin to stay awake
and i hear the nurse talking
talking about you
saying i was 11 weeks pregnant

but i dont know why she said was
if your still here?
or was my night mare reality
did i really commit that insanity?

i drop to the ground speechless
my heart is hurting
i cant belive i really did this
i think im still dreaming
this cant be really happening

i hope you forgive me
even tho i hurt you
i love you
ill cry for you everynight