Why do i insist on feeling this way?
when i never matter any way,
i could never go forward always at backspace,
when i know that if i don't smile that means im not happy,why does it hurt to be around you ?,when i know for a fact that i can't think about living with out you,
why do it hurt when you try and stare into my eyes ,and thanks to you i'm depressed and a mess, with too much to bare on my chest i want to be happy but you constantly making me wander why does it hurt?
