I want our memories back...

Life in general is so sweet
but yet so tastey bitter
what too do when your besty wants you too do all these things with her but you know you never will
Things have gone up hill and some have gone down
I want too believe in her and never have drama
But how am I supposed too do that???
I miss our old times.
I miss our laughter and our smiles.
I miss the times that made us happy.
I hate saying that "I miss" beacuse I just want them back I want things too be the same again.
I want our memories back.
Your right this summer changed it all and im sorry.
Most of this is my fault for being gone so much.
Shania I miss you terribly.
I want to be like we said we were going too be and I want too be like that right now.
I hate out stupid fights we have and I want things too be okay.
I miss you
I miss me
I miss us
I miss our laughter and our smiles
I miss the times that made us happy
I hate saying "I miss" beacuse I just want them back I want things too be the same again
I want our memories back..

** this was not really a poem just more of something of a thing to get my feelings out..**