You are always there, your the part of me I hide..
You are..that secret I keep to myself...the one that will forever stay inside
Though it hurts to hide you it hurts even more to speak your name...
And I wish I could hear your voice...maybe things could once again be the same...
I used to care way to much about all the things I shouldn't
You once said you loved me and I said you couldn't..
The littlest things meant the most, I'll never understand...
Why the only way to get to me was threw holding my hand...
Every little smile every little tear..
Every little silly loving you fear...
Don't ever think I hated you I never meant what I said...
I'm sorry my apology was the bullet you sent threw your head...