I'm lying in bed and I'm thinking inside,
Of all thats happened and the feelings I couldn't hide,
My bizarre past I could never escape,
And my feelings for you I couldn't locate.
Its hard for me to say "I love you",
Its foreign to me and so very new,
You meant every word you ever said,
But I'm sorry doll, I'm still afraid.
I've been running from the inconvenient truth,
The truth of how I felt for you,
Maybe we're meant to be just friends,
And maybe that's how it will end.
Don't get me wrong I never lied,
And trust me doll, Its not that I never tried,
To love the way I did the last time,
I won't bet on it, not even a dime.
