"7th grade
I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so
called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky
hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, I knew it.
After class she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before and
handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell her, I want her to know
that I don`t wanna Be just friends, I love her
but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why...
11th Grade
The phone rang. on the other end it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come
over because she didn't want to be alone, so I
did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at
her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2
hours, a drew Barrymore movie, & 3 bags of chips,
she decided to go to sleep. She looked
at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I
don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and i don't know why
Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My date is Sick"
she said; he`s not gonna go. well I didn't have a
date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if
neither of us had dates we would go together just
as "best friends". So we did. Prom night After
everything was over I was standing at her front
door step. I stared at her, She smiled at
me I want her to be mine, but she dozen`t think of
me like that and I know it. Then she said "I Had the
best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I
don`t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and I dint know why
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched
as her perfect body lated like an Angel up on
stage to qet her diploma. I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her
smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.
then she lifted her head from my shoulder and
said, you`re my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a
kiss on the Cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to
know that don`t wanna be just friends, I love her
but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why
A Few Years Later
now I sit in the pews of the church. that girl is
getting married now. I watched her say "i do" and
drive off to her new I wanted her to be mine, but
she did`t see me like that and I knew it. But
before she Drove away, she came
to me n said you came!" She said. "thanks!" and
kissed me on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want
her to know that i didn't wanna be just friends, I
love her but I`m just too shy, and i don`t know why
Years passed,
I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my "best friend". at the service
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her
high school years.
This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he
was
mine, but he dozen`t notice me like that, and I
know it. i wanna tell him, i want him to know
that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I'm
just too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish he
would tell me he loved me...I wish I did too.
