Release

Holding my head between my knees, my tears fall to the ground.
With how many that were spilling from my eyes I could have sworn I would have drowned.
I raised my hands and prayed is what I did, asking why God took him away.
Although I know that you're gone I still hope to see you again someday.

I scream at my highest as my damaged heart breaks and falls to the floor.
I pick up the pieces and once again I fall and my heart shatters even more.
When you passed to be honest I felt nothing but now it feels like it's finally sunk in.
It's hard for me to express how I feel, to express everything that's within.

I miss you more than words could say and yet a smile everyday I do fake.
Not knowing which direction to travel in next, not knowing how much more I can take.
Wanting to tell you so many things, wanting to hear your voice for the last time ever.
And although memories may sometimes fade but you are always in my heart forever.

R.I.P Grandad 8/8/2008
I Love You