You showed me that you will always be here
I will never be alone
I pushed u away and told u i didnt need you anymore
I though i was ready to do it on my own
I wanted to try
I wanted my life back
And just to be happy
The hospital stay i couldnt stop thinking about you
How u always took my pain away
You never conplained one more cut i was fine
I dont know what to do
I just want you to stay
Late night
Angry fights
People hurting me with all there might
I forgot how to yell
I forgot how to cry
One more cut time will go bye
Trying to calm down and not get upset
Trying to catch my breath
I grab u from under my pillow
Tears slowly runing down my face
I dont make a sound
My body hurts
Im just glad he finally stoped
I hold you in my hand
Holding onto something for hope through another night
I stay please help me
I need you
Your all i got
I take you to my wrist
I watch it bleed
I hold it and fall alseep
The next morning
I try not to rember a thing
I play pretend
So everyone will think im fine
People look at me and i hid the truth
I look at my wrist
It helps me to know its real
Your all i have
Only u can understand
Now i close my eyes
Just fuking let me play pretend
