Dreaming out Loud

Afraid of the reality that is lived in... You forget to breathe beyond the first breath. Where does it all begin, where the known fact is questioned for nothing more than imagination...Only then when the reality that is accepted begins to waver, will it be erased with all reasoning of what is right and wrong. Further than the clouds, as fluent as a melody in the mind. I am the soul of my own voice, forcing you to listen, to be heard by everyone and no one but myself. Swallowed by uncertainty, doubting all that I believe, where do I stand? Why do I always fall, if not I then in whom do I place my beliefs and hopes? Bullet in my hand, from the trigger pulled, emptying the barrel into nothing more than broken dreams. When is my reality realized as beyond a fantasy? Just dreaming out loud, where will I be, what will I do, what have I accomplished? Questions that I don't have the answer to. Nor will I ever truly know. Who am I? The Dreamer or the Free Willed, I am who I choose to be and nothing less than that, only more. My name is Corey Dijon Mathie & this is my DreaMinG Out LouD...