It took a lot of self control to stop me from staring deep in to your brown eyes; I know I would fall in love with you. It took self control to stop form kissing you, I knew we both wanted it but I couldn�t do it with him standing there watching, knowing what we know and feel doesn�t exist between me and him, no matter how much he wants it to. It took so much self control to not make out with you when you asked me to, you have a girlfriend but I can see it in your eyes that you wish it was me, i wish too, but what about him. He�s my best friend I don�t want to hurt him but I don�t feel that way about him. Without self control I would have ruined my friendship and a relationship.
