So i wrote this in about 10 minutes just to vent. I don't expect any kind of feedback because i know it sucks and makes no sense. The first 5 or so lines are about one person and the rest are about someone else....
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Why do i have to feel for you the way i do?
Why did you have to go along with and play me?
Why did we have to carry on like we did?
Why couldn't we have just stayed friends?
Why did things have to become so damn complicated?
Why can't i just be honest with you?
Why can't i just be honest with myself?
Why did you send that e-mail?
Why are you acting like it was nothing when it is everything to me?
Why do i still love you?
Why can't i forget about you?
Why do i want to be yours again?
Why did you have to go so far away?
Why do i cry at night because of you?
Why can't i tell you every day that i love and miss you?
Why can't things go back to the way they were?
Why can't i shed the mask i've clung to for so long?
Why are you always the face on my mind?
Why can't i shake the memory of our first kiss?
Why can't i undo my actions?
Why couldn't our last night have lasted forever?
Why did i say the words i did?
Why did i throw us away?
Why do i love you no matter how much i fight it?
Why do i tell myself i hate you when i know the truth?
Why don't you know what you do to me?
