Isn't it sad
how we used to be
best friends
and now we hate each other?
isn't it sad how we can walk past
each other in the halls
and pretend like
we don't even know one another?
isn't it sad how we
still have the same best friends
and when we all hang out
i can't even stand to look at you?
we used to share everything.
we used to stay up late
talking and gossiping.
we used to have a billion
inside jokes that
no one but us found funny.
we used to scream and run to hug each other
whenever we saw one another outside of school.
we used to laugh and giggle
and cry and discuss solemn topics
together.
we used to have water fights
and crazy pranks
and hilariously fun times.
but that all changed.
i changed.
you changed.
and now, whenever i see you in the halls,
i stop and think about asking to be friends again,
if we could go back to the good old days
when nothing mattered but each other.
but i then remember that no matter how much i apologize,
no matter how much i long to be bff's again,
i hate you. you hate me.
and thats just the way its going to be.
i wish things could go back a year
back when we told each other
everything and made unforgettable memories.
but life has changed and no matter how much i want to go back, i remember that even if we were friends again, nothing would EVER be the same.
