I was standing there with my heart in my hands
trying to do to the difficult bends ,
i tryed not to cry but the tears ran down my face ,
like water falls running twards a dryed up place,
i cryed and cryed to i couldn't cry no more, hurting as i think about how she said i could leave through out the back door,
she said i didnt care if she was dead or alive, i thought about that and more i cryed, then she begain to bring up the past , i stould there wanted to cry out loud ,but i thought about what she had said,and now i'm still crying but only in my head.