I hate you so much so why do i miss you?

Why have you
been in my thoughts lately?
I've been fine without you,
more happy and free.

but now for some reason
you're stuck in my head.
though this time not an angel,
a devil instead.

you're just so rude,
and a mean lying
backstabber.
so why am i missing what we used to have?

i don't want this to happen,
because i don't miss you.
i miss what you USED to be,
what we USED to have.

but I'll just have to shove you
back out of my head,
because I don't want your
evil back in my life again.