Abused

Look around this mask of sorrow
Not know what wud happen tomorrow
I loved u with every beat of my heart
But u ripped and abused tore my heart apart

Our love was amazing everything seemed ok
Then I was wrong when u hit me that day
Now all I do I cry myself to sleep
And these nightmares I'd always keep
They haunt me I thought ur love was right
Yet again every night I have to put up wit a fight

I never thought I'd show so much shame
Its all my fault I am to blame

U keep me wrapped around ur fingers
This unbelievable pain will alway linger

Why won't u let me be?
U have to have it your way
U finish with ur hands on me

Y do u do This to me
Is this what u call pleasure?
U want to say u love me
This pain in my heart has no Measure

I'm not a rag doll that u throw around on the floor
I'm not a punching bag
I'm a human being
I shouldn't deal wit this anymore

I hate to say I'm scared to come home from work
I don't know where to go
My emotions u love to Jerk

One day I hope u go to jail
Cuz ur mom won't be there to have the bail
I won't let that happen
Cuz u need to serve ur time
This to me feels like a big crime

But this is a Dream
I have to set aside
And the words u say
I have to obide

I'm lost for words I'm so confused
Y won't u let me move on
Instead of me being abused