You`ve emptied out;; My falling to pieces heart..

No matter how many times you do this,,
Im not going to break. Thats not something you can accomplish.
Because all of the times my life has come crumbling down,,
Ive managed to pick myself, up off of the ground,,

I wont lie, you have torn me apart,
Youve emptied out my falling to pieces heart
Yeah it does hurt, it hurts me tonne,
But i cant give up, because that would mean youve won

The last thing i want, is for you to think, youve beat me
Cause i cant let you win if i finally want to be free.
And when that day finally comes,
I wanna make sure your head is used as drums..

Cause when you do, the things you think are great.
I fall to pieces and my heart is drowned in hate.
Although it kills me, it amuses you,
I just wish this pain, wasnt true.

I cant even tell the difference between my life and my nightmares anymore,
And crying, has become this heartbreakingly hurtful chore.
So im begging you, to please stop this, Im scared,
I just want to go back to the days, when you actually really cared <//3