Never enough

I need the medicine to reverse what's been done
Cuz all that's left of me are remnants
I long to say goodbye
To drag that silver, rusty weapon of mine
Alone my porcelain, blue veins
And watch the skin fall away

You make me wanna kill you
Because you're killing me

Always too shy, it's like the buttons stuck on mute
I can't speak a word and I'm right next to you
I'm never strong enough
Never pretty enough to love
And though most of me is over you
Part of me still pains
When I remember what it felt like
To be your everything