My oxygen

The view from today is meant to break my heart
You do it just to see me squirm, to watch me break apart
Is she the new decoy to your life?
Because you couldn't stand being alone for some time?

Waking up this morning, I never thought I'd be seeing you staring back at me
But the look you gave me, never said goodmorning
All you ever gave me was a few akward conversations and a hug to leave
Proof that I am only worthless
And you are only an enemy

The view from the clouds was perfect when we were able to see them
When we could reach them from our fingertips without bending
When the sky was our neighbor and we weren't yet falling
Those were the days...weren't they?

September always seemed impossible to us
It was always so far away, but it was supposed to mean everything
You were my everything
And now that its here I wish we could go back and start over
Because it feels like we never left
That day sitting next to you, holding your hand
How can I forget?
Something that shared so much space in my heart
I know we'll never be the same and that's what hurts
But I'll always have a part of you deep inside of me
Even if your no longer the oxygen I need to breathe