Screaming

In an empty field
I'm thinking
bout this life
hardly blinking

I'm screaming
& crying
& wishing
2 be dying
asking god why

barley frowning
listening to my breathing
feel like I'm drowning
in this worlds deceiving

I'm breaking down
bleeding from the wrists
on my knees
hands in fists

hitting the ground
cursing all
i have found
I'm very alone

trembling
shaking
thinking bout
how he was faking

wanting
needing
2 forget
all of this
these stupid things
the ones i shouldn't really even miss
driving me insane

this is dumb
all this shit
feel so numb
can barley stand

i need 2 leave
get out of here
this stupid place
2 nowhere near

away from thees people
the ones who seem
2 like it when i cum here
& scream