Love this pain

U made
me cry
how
and when
but i
ask y

u sed
u luved me
i luved
u bak

u drov
me crazy
wit lust
wit wanting
a simpl thot
jus of u
it'd giv
me goosbumps

u made
me despret
u made
me trembl

any thot w/o u
felt so insane

wen i 4gav u
4 da teerz
ur eyes
wud laf
@ my
stupidity

u knw
i didnt wnt
2 go
w/o u
& dat
id do anythin
2 stay
w/ u

so u
kept doin it
kept making
me cry
but u didnt no
u jst knw
dat i'd
4giv u

now
if u new

--how i
wud cry
how i
wud shake
how i
wud die
jst a lil bit nside--

wud u
hav dun
da things
u did

wud u
hav cared

wud u
hav stppd

or wud
u leev me
all alon
2 stay
nside
2 cry
2 trembl
2 die nside
2 o so secretly
luv all this pain_