Alone i sit

Alone I sit, in this darkness

I am contemplating on how to end it

Should I drink myself to death?

Or should I end it quick?

The pain I feel is overwhelming

My heart can't take much more

Thinking back to what we had

Did it all mean nothing to you?

Was I just a tool in your experiment?

As the darkness creeps closer

I think to myself the last year was just a waste

What I did only heightened your amusement

All goes red as the blood fill my eyes

Breath slowly leaving my broken body

Now that the end has come I whisper into the wind

I said I would love you now and until the end.