She's back

Everybody knows I've been writing lost relationship poems.
Everybody knows I've been crying for 2 months.
Everybody knows she has left me twice.
Everybody knows I forgave her whatever she has done to me.
How could I get over her?
I couldn't.
How could I deny her?
I couldn't.
Look now. she's back, wanting me to be her lover once again.
Look now. she's lying, trying to make me believe in her.
What should I do? I accept her knowing that she wasn't true to me.
What should I do? I agree that I'm a stupid who could still believe her lies as the truth.
Whatever, I love her .. and I think I'm true.
Whatever, I need her .. for the rest of my life.
What if she leaves me again?
What if she breaks my heart again?
whatever............. I'm glad.
And I happily scream that .. She's Back