End perhaps

I sip my coffee on this night at two
closing my eyes would make me dream of you
cos every little thing I'd do reminds me of you

I keep on working even in the rain
I keep on running away from the pain
This crazy maze has driven me totally insane

From the light brown hair to the lime green blouse
and all the roads lead to your house
and I'd say to myself, at the end, you'd be my spouse

It use to be you'd make my day
the smile of which I'd had to say
painted every single little bit of Grey

but what goes up must come down
and now i think of you in that grown
only brings back to me the awful frown

what could i do, now that she's gone
my heart lies broken and forever torn
hoping and wishing that I'd never been born

but like a bullet strike would ricochet
a ball would bounce and night turn day
the light would come and wipe the frowns away

perhaps at long last looking back at it
i realize that it isn't worth a bit
and say what the hack, we never did fit