I thought you did too

I sit here and my tears soak my pillow top as I remember what you did.
I sit here and ask myself why you would do that.
I heard it from a lot of kids and you just lied through you teeth.
I know it was true I just didn't want to believe it.
You went to her house and did to her what I wouldn't let you do to me.
Then it was just lies as big as the seven seas.
So i sit there and wish upon a star for my heart to stop the aching.
So instead of waiting I made it go faster.
I went to the bathroom and sat on the floor and let my blood flow through my wrists and shed the last few tears my strength will let me and they're all for you