New Residence of the Sky

by DooDee   Sep 29, 2008


New Resident of the Sky ..

Do you even know ?
What have you done to me ?
Simply packed and left ..
Weren't you able to see ?
How *ucked up everything had become
Or is that you didn't give a damn , of what might be ?

You made me taste life's bitterest flavors
And fly in one of its blackest skies
You made me dance to the sound of my own tears
And experience how a bird with a broken wing flies

They say that everything we get
Is a result of our own actions
What we do and say
And how we add up the pieces and the fractions

So tell me ,
What did I do that made me deserve this
To have my heart brutally ripped out
And crashed down to the smallest bits
Then blown out to the world
By a faint blow from your swollen lips

Did I crime when I loved you ?
Did I deserve to be killed for that ?
Damn , you stole life from my life
And made my highest mountains dead flat

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
Saying it a million times wont fix it
Wont return me to me
And wont make the awkward and fake smile on my lips fit
You finished everything
My life
My days
Even me
And Everything
That once was supposed to be

What hurts the most
Is knowing that I allowed you
To have the rule over me
And control everything I used to do
Until I became a doll in your hands
Which you threw and abandoned , too

Enough
Enough is enough
I'm gathering my pieces and packing my stuff
Not too much luggage
Just a broken smile and a shattered self

I'm flying to a sky
With a real bird with two wings
A place with no tears or bruises
Where I laugh and laugh until it stings
A place where dreams are white instead of black
Where I have a happy heart , that hums and sings

I'm ending
What once was called a life
You did�¢ï¿½ï¿½t love me when I was yours
So I don�¢ï¿½ï¿½t expect you to miss me when I'm no longer alive

As I take off
And before I enter the kingdom of the sky
To the man that taught me to live life to live the day I die
I would like to say �¢ï¿½�¦
Goodbye �¢ï¿½�¦

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