The Damaged you Caused Inside

I have everything I can think of.
Yet I still can't seem to get over my past.
Some how it manages to trouble me.
It's too painful to let go of.
Sometimes I want to die,
I'll probably go to hell for all the sins I've done.

Each night I think of
The night you walked away from my life.
The tears in my sibling's eyes
Ripped my whole soul apart.
After enduring all the pain while I was with you
All my strength went down the drain
Once those tears fell from their eyes.

You cut my life into pieces.
You didn't give a f u c k
How much you hurt us.
Now I'm here losing my mind.
Reliving that night when you walked away.

Nothing is right on my inside
Even if the outside seems alright.
Nobody sees the pain you've caused.
Nobody hears me when I scream inside.
No one knows how my wounds bleed
on my wrists and thighs.

I just wish I could show you
The pain you caused.
Because of you today,
When I have everything,
I have nothing at all.