In this darkness where i stand
i was confused and helpless
things weren't the same as before
neither were my feelings
i was happier and never doubt
but you see me now, I'm a disaster
I'm trapped in this nightmare
i never thought my feelings could evolved
i thought i would love you forever
and that there would be no one else
but i was wrong, I'm in a disaster
theres more than one person in my life
and i don't know what to do
i asked myself, "what do i do..?"
truth is, i don't know anymore
i want to be free but i don't at the same time
there's a guy in your life who you feel drifted from
there's another guy who knows how to make you laugh
there's another guy who you loved all your life and
could never let go even when you tried your hardest
I'm just here and I'm just tired of everything
I'm tired of dealing with all this
i could be so much happier like i used to be
but i ask myself, "why am i not?"
even everyone agrees with me that i could be happier
happiness is something that you want but can't get
when you want it