What i wanna be,

I want to be dead,
i want everybody to die,
i want to eat human,
i want to drink blood,
i want to cut my chest and take my heart and eat it,
i want to take a bath i a bathtub full of ice then jump in a hot spring and boil my self
i want to take off my teeth grind it and make it my tea,
scrub my skin with a sand paper
i want to be worst!
i want to feel pain
the most painful thing that the world can give,
just to cover up the pain that you've given me!